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Hyvää juhannusta kaikille [Jun. 20th, 2009|12:28 am]
Oh my God, where has the time gone? It's been bloody six months since my last LJ post. I feel such a dork.

In the end, I DO KNOW where has my time gone. It's thanks to:

..working and studying.

I'd like to point out that the last winter is by far the most terrible, nerve wrecking and simply HORRIBLE winter I have ever experienced. I have been SO busy and SO tired because of it that I felt (or wished) like dying multiple times... I never ever want to go through a time like that again. NEVER. If I have to, then I'll need therapy to get through it. I'm telling you, this winter almost got me, several times. My nerves are GONE because of it and it's going to take a hell of a long time to get them back. I'm making progress here, but it's slow.
Help me to get strength to continue and remind me sometimes why life is worth living, so I'll make through it. :)

What else, besides working and studying? Well, I've been to Germany to visit my sister, I went to theatre twice, my sister graduated from high school, I've been sick for the last three weeks, I finally finished 'Death Note' manga, I had a couple entrance exams again... And I've had this incredible opportunity to meet and draw fanart to several professional voice actors. \o/ AND I've got lots of autographs in several things I possess, too. x) We were at Desucon at Lahti too, and it was Amazing. I had the greatest time there - more next year!

We're leaving to south with my mum and sisters in two days and I shall be at my sister's place until mid July. Don't worry, we have Internet connection over there so I'll try to be online and write here more. Now I must go to bed, because it's late.

Say, did ANYONE miss me during these six months, or am I only hoping?

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Mikä on laihialaisten kesäkeitto? [Jan. 2nd, 2009|06:22 pm]
Boy, it's AGES since my last post here. D8 Reason for that is simple: too busy. =_=
Now I've finally got some quality time in my hands, so I'm able to upload my thingies here too.

So, the working gig wasn't so bad in the end. Infact I quite enjoyed it. It still felt that 24 working hours per week is quite lot for a 22 year old. :/ However I managed it and got some friends from the school too. :D The worst part was that the bloody gig was so LONG, and the exam and all Christmas things on top. X_X So until Christmas I was really REALLY busy.

But finally the Christmas came and yayyy wonderfullll~ \:D/ I got lovely presents from my family and friends and everyone seemed to like the presents I bought too. Also looooots of candy and coke <3 After Christmas we cleaned up our house again for our visitors from the UK who came last Sunday and left today. We had loads of fun together and did many funny things. :> I miss them already so much.... I need to go to UK again. The sooner the better.

I have realized that my English skills have got a LOT better during the last few years and my pronounciation is good too, but my actual speaking isn't great yet. I need to work on my English speaking and the best way to do it would definitely be to just GO there and spend some time with people. We need to start saving more money so one day we could all go to UK together and meet all my mum's cousins. I miss Petri so much, he needs to come here and quickly...
Also me and Nita need to start planning my first trip to go there soon. :o

Also the year 2009 has finally started - hip hip hooray etc :D/ I really hope that I could get some things done this year - like to get my life in order, but that's too much work for one year, I'm afraid. :/ BUT there are still some things I could achieve (or even TRY) this year - like go to study somewhere. Also some work for summer so I wouldn't be all poor again when the autumn comes. I don't like to make any special promises at New Year's, but I can always try to achieve as much as I want. :) So here we go. I hope I won't be too disappointed at the end of this year.

Oh, also, I too finally gave in. Hahaha. Add me if you're there too!

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Random rambling + a funny meme [Nov. 19th, 2008|06:47 pm]
[music |OC theme]

Phew, time and life goes on. Just wanted you to know that I'm doing better now. The Sunday went on terribly until I found myself in the grocery shop with my mother, standing in front of a magazine shelf and crying. ._. Luckily my mother can be a very understanding person when it comes to stressing yourself to death and being dead tired because of being constantly overworked. So she kept saying nice (and true) things to me about how well I've been doing at work and promised to take care of taking my siblings to school until my exam next week is over. ^^ Sometimes my mom is just the best.

And guess what? The work is definitely the best place I've worked on so far. \:D/ The other teachers are really friendly and most of the kids are really nice and FAR more cooperative than in other schools! Plus it really feels good to work in a new place for a while, it's like a chance to 'start over', y'know. :> So yep, I've been doing great these past few days - only that the exam is next Monday and I'm still stressing about it, but I won't let it bother me too much.

Oh, and I bought books yesterday! <3 I bought a wonderful book of Finnish mythology for Christmas present for our twins and then I bought two books of a famous Finnish author Mika Waltari. Komisario Palmu~ o// I totally love the movies and I'm sure I'll love the books too. <3

...I'm SO going to buy that Tom Jones CD I saw in a shop two days ago. It has two of my favorite songs from him and it only costs 2 €! >:D

One more thing before I go to read my exam book before a shower and Grey's Anatomy.

If you saw ME in a police car, what would you think I got arrested for?
Answer me, then post to your own journal and see how many crimes you get accused of.

Use your imagination on that one. >:D

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"Ei koskaan mitään.... jos joskus jotain yrittäisi............" [Nov. 16th, 2008|05:12 pm]
[music |Emigrate - Help Me]

My God, things have been hectic lately. I survived through October somehow - did a couple working gigs before autumn break and Essi & Elli came over <3 We had lovely time together, but I was surprisingly tired quite often. =_= After that was my grandmother's 70th birthday and we got to meet lots of our dear relatives. ^^ Had fun, but I was greatly pissed off when we came back. Maybe it was the weather.....

Then I went to Lahti to attend into the entrance exam (I got an invitation! o/). It went quite OK, I think I've got fairly decent chances to get in. We'll see. Then I read my testbook and went to see Kon Satoshi with my sister and Päivi on Saturday 8.11. :D It was awesome! There he was, THE man whose works I've admired for YEARS now. We got to be in the same ROOM with him and hear him speak and tell about his animations! Afterwards we got his signature into our two DVDs I had brought with me! *_* That was just. Too. Cool. Ever. <3

Day after was my godmother's 60th birthday and I went there with my grandparents, my aunt and her husband. We couldn't stay for long, but I had lots of fun there - I got to meet some of my relatives I haven't seen in a long time, and many of those I met couple weeks ago. ^^ I swear, my grandmother's brother is looking more and more handsome every time I meet him. :o I finally came home on Wednesday evening, and my arms were sore the following day because of carrying that overly heavy suitcase around so much. ><

So what's up now? Well, I'm pretty sure I'm having a major mental heart attack crawing into my mind right at this moment. My test is in a week and I've tried to read, but I'm so far behind... and after all that trouble to get the testbooks it feels really terrible. x( And the Christmas is coming up....... PLUS what an amazing thing happened today: I got work as an English teacher again. For SIX WEEKS this time. X_X I've been greatly stressed for some time now, and now that too?! So I'm overworked until Christmas now. I'm sure I can't go through the weeks without having a major burnout in some point. It's been there the whole time, it won't take long before the bubble breaks. We'll just see about that.

I'm. So. Fucking. Tired. Of. Everything. Right. Now.

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BIG time meme post [Sep. 22nd, 2008|09:37 am]
[music |R+ Mutter CD]

God damn, I keep on getting tagged into memes all the time! So I finally decided to do a proper meme post. It's been some time since my last meme post. :D

So here comes the ultimate MEME post by me!


When you see this, quote Douglas Adams in your journal.

"So long, and thanks for all the fish."

Sorry, that's the only quote I remember now.


1. Comment on this post

2. I will give you a letter

3. Think of 5 fictional characters and post their names and your comments on these characters in your LJ.

I got the letter CCollapse )

1. Next to each number, write only the name of the person who fits.
2. Answer one question with one name.
3. Don't tell the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme.

My answers hereCollapse )

20 Questions MemeCollapse )

Over and out.

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“So are you looking to add to your harem or just for a little fun?” [Sep. 4th, 2008|01:56 pm]
[music |R+ Mutter album]

Wee, this week hasn't been so bad. We held my little birthday party on Saturday and I saw some of my friends then. <3 And I went to see the Mamma Mia! musical with my sisters on last Wednesday! The movie was absolutely wonderful and sooo funny - I smiled through the WHOLE damn thing and laughed over a HALF of it. ^^ And once again a HUGE thank you for dearest eldraug for writing me my birthday fic! I love it so much <3 Check out the headline of this post. ;D I'll write you some really nice smut soon. >D

This week we've been playing lots of games in work. It's a good thing - the kids like it and the games help them learn the words better, so I'm happy too. Also I've been having some free lessons this week because of competitions and school trips. I won't get paid for those lessons but it's all right, I was able to move some lessons to other day and I can finally relax a bit too. Today I only had two lessons with a really nice class. I left the school at 11 a.m. and I've been drinking coke and cleaning the house for over an hour while playing Rammstein's Mutter album in our stereos so loud that I'm once again about to loose my ears. XD I absolutely love it when I can have the R+ boys playing REALLY loud in our living room! It's the best way to listen to their music. xD

And we're going to go to our friend's parents' place tomorrow to pick berries! I love that place, it's wonderful to go there. We'll also go to sauna there so we'll be really late. <3

Oh, and I've got the poem book Messer in my bookshelf now <33 Thanks Päivi for ordering it!

We also found some really funny short films of YGOTAS which were never posted to the actual website for some reason. They're deadly funny, we laughed so hard we almost died! xD Must download them soon.

Now a meme I did last week but I didn't have any time to post it here earlier:

Another meme I took from RR forumCollapse )

Must go and pick up our twins from school now.

EDIT: FINALLY I was able to upload my newest CD into Net for you to download and listen! I give you Gyakuten Saiban Meets Orchestra 2! Kiitos Päiville nimien romanjisoimisesta. Oleppa hyvä. ^^

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That's how she'll know, that's how she'll know~~ [Aug. 27th, 2008|03:48 pm]
[music |Music from the movie Enchanted]

Been alive for 22 years and counting!! \\o//

Boy, what a night. I woke up about 4.15 a.m. because of a dream in which my dad tried to wake me up. O_o How random can that be? And of course right after that my period started so I was awake when my mom and sisters came to wake me up - at 5.20 a.m.! Jeez, I've seen that happening at Christmas, but at someone's birthday...? Sooo random. =D And almost all of my presents by far have been PINK! *^^* I got tons of lovely Hello Kitty stuff from my little twin sisters and my sister Myy had made me a pink Rammstein shirt. It's lovely! I'll post a picture later.

And OF COURSE this day had to be my longest working day all week. >< Seven hours of teaching with the last two hours being so damn hectic I was almost spinning. @_@ Oh boys. But now the working is over and I'm home and drinking coke with my siblings! >:DDD Hahaha. AND I'll go and see the Mamma Mia! movie tonight with my sister. <3 Yayyy.

Thank you for everyone who sent me a text message during my working day - they really made me feel lot better during my long day of work. <3

Finally, a meme!

Do you think you know me?

This is the problem with LJ, we all think we are so close, and we know nothing about each other. I'm going to rectify it. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

Please answer, I want to know what you don't know about the now 22-year-old me. >:D

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Do a little dance, make a little love, get down tonight~ [Aug. 25th, 2008|04:43 pm]
[music |see the headline]

Gonna write in English since I'm going to talk in English a lot during next weeks. Read along to know why.

So yep, I managed to get a small cold on Thursday, luckily right after work. Friday was the worst day, I could barely sit without feeling dizzy. I spent the whole day wearing my big horse T-shirt, long johns and my woolly socks and yes, I was so sexy I couldn't go out without being deflowered haha. XD And my nose was running so bloody much in my own room that I've slept downstairs for the past few nights. It's better in there.

The good news is that I managed to get a working gig - for 3 weeks! o// That's my longest substitution gig so far. I'm going to be teaching English and German for kids at age of 10-12. I went to the school yesterday to receive my keys and all of the books - I could barely drag myself out of the building with all the stuff. D: Working started today and it wasn't so bad - quite fun at the end actually. My fever is gone but I still need to blow my nose often, and now I've got a massive headache that won't go away. =_= Bleh. Tomorrow work starts at 9 a.m. so not stressing so much. And I'm going to get money again~ I hate to be poor so I'm happy for working. ^^

(hei Paibi, iki-ihanaa YGOTASia on päivitetty Cr@psule Monstersin 2-jaksolla! Käys kattoon ja naura kaikille LotR-vitseille ja Yamin lonkeroraiskaukselle. XD)

Also my birthday is in two days. Bwahaa. I'm gonna drink lots of coke with my sisters and some of our friends are coming over at Saturday, since we've got so much work and school in Wednesday. God I'd SO want to go and see the Mamma Mia! movie then since it's the last day they show it here. There's so many great actors in it and I'd even be able to recognize some songs from it. ._. Must ask if my sisters would like to come with me.

And now a meme I stole from the RR forumCollapse )

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“I must have missed the memo that it was International Be A Slut Day today.” [Aug. 22nd, 2008|01:19 pm]
[music |R+ Das Modell]

Nonni, NYT se kolme kuukautta kestänyt nenänvuoto päätti lopultakin ottaa ja yltyä iha kunnon flunssaksi. x_X Makailen täällä pikkukuumeessa äidin sängyssä ku omassa huoneessani en voi hengittää rääntuottamiseltani juuri ollenkaan.

Mut heei, vietettiin tosiaan viikko Paibin kanssa täällä ja tehtiin kaikkea päheetä. o/ Ikihauska YGOTAS tuli katsottua kokonaan viikon aikana ja jopa useammalle elokuvalle jäi aikaa (Taxi! <3 Wilde! <3) Tehtiin yllättävän paljon reissujakin, käytiin muun muassa vetämässä eväitä Kiutakönkäällä kosken pauhatessa takana, ja raahauduttiinpa karhujakin katsomaan Kerolle. :D Ja porot ei ainakaan pettäneet, nehän olis syliin hyppineet tiellä niin ahkerasti että sai monesti iskeä jarrut täysillä pohjaan. :/ Harmi ku oli niin pirun viileää koko ajan, muuten oltais kyllä menty mökille saunomaan kans :o Niin ja kyllähän me yhtenä iltana ajettiin kahdestaan kahdeksaakymppiä ikkunat auki ja ulvottiin CD-soittimen kanssa ABBAn 'Dancing Queen'-biisiä. XDD Ja tietty paistettiin yhdet muurinpohjaletut pihalla ja Paibin kanssa tanssittiin saman kappaleen tahtiin jotain ihme hidasta pyörimistä. xD Niin ja pääsinhän mä lopultakin esittelemään pianotaitojanikin. o/
Oli tosi kivaa, Päivi. <3 Kiitos hulluista filmeistä ja lauluista. Tule joskus talvellakin niin pääset halaamaankin niitä poroja ku niin halusit. Otetaan Tiinan kamerakännyllä kuvia todisteeks. o/

Yhh, ja heti maanantaista lähtien täällä on satanut roppakaupalla eikä koneet toimi. Tänään olen ekaa kertaa koko viikolla pystynyt soittamaan masiinallani musiikkia vähän aikaa, mutta aika raiskaamiseksi sekin meni. :D Ja tietty aurinko paistaa täällä HETI ku mulla nousee kuume. x( Ja Serranokin jäi tauole, voi vitjake.

Niin ja mullahan on 22-vuotissynttäritkin ens viikon keskiviikkona. Näillä näkymin olen silloin saamassa itselleni aimo läjän R+ aiheista kamaa. >:D Ja heti ku pääsen vähän töitä tekemään niin alan ite tilaamaan lisää.

Ja mun lempificciäni jatkettiin mun pyynnöstäni! <333 Ja aikoipa sen tehnyt ihana sielu kirjoittaa vielä KOLMANNEN osan. I'm so happy 80~

P:S; eldraug - it's not a coincidence that the headlines for this post and for the post before it are staright quotes from your FrauStein fics. Your stories have really gave me so much happiness during these couple of weeks and made me laugh harder than in a VERY long time. Thank you. <3 (Also my English skills seem to be total crap at the moment because I'm suffering from a slight cold and fever. Sorry.)

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“People will know you’re a boy if you get naked,” he said. [Aug. 6th, 2008|12:54 pm]
[music |FFVII-taustat]

Yhh, täällä on ollut yli viikon aivan SAIRAAN kylmä. Mittari näyttää +10 mutta se on kyllä oikeasti lähempänä +2 mun mielestä. Viime yönä ikkunaa sulkiessani haistoin pakkasta ilmassa. Tuoksui hyvälle. <3 Talvi-ilma on niin ihanan raikas ja viileä. Ja katulamputkin ovat nyt päällä öisin. Kesä siis on virallisesti ohi. (tosin helteet mitä luultavimmin palaavat heti kun koulut alkavat ensi viikolla. Niin meille aina käy.)

Wuu, olen saanut siivottua o// Ja löysin kans aivan mahtavan hauskan fanificin, jolle tuli naureskeltua koko iltapäivä. xD Siitä postaukseni otsikko. Ja Sweeney tuli katsottua kans toistamiseen. On se nyt piru vie harmi ku ei sitä extra-levyä ole. Täytyy lainata jostain. :/ Ja Vikkeä pitäis käyttää lääkärillä kun sillä on jäänyt kynnenkärki kiinni varpaaseen ja siinä on tulehdustakin. Pitää tunkea koiralle taas pillereitä voissa, siitähän se tykkää.

Oho, Runo ja Nits pelaa pitkästä aikaa FFVII:tä! <3

Meimi, kärsiskö palautella sitä meidän Death Note yköstä tässä joskus ku Nits sitä jo kaipailee takaisin? o/

EDIT: Miksi helvetissä minä löydän netistä kuvia Jinistä Sephirothiksi pukeutuneena?

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